Still......sitting...

Well, the doctor appointment yesterday did not go as well as I had hoped.

Unfortunately I am posting this blog from the not-so-comfortable anymore comfort of my bed.....yep...you heard me right...still on bedrest...

There was no change in dilation, but the doctor wants me to get this baby to 36 weeks at least. She said her ideal goal would be 37 weeks, but she would be ok with a 36 weeker...

So needless to say I have been pretty upset since the appointment yesterday. yes I know its what is best for the baby...I know this...and I know I don't have a choice but this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. Sit on my rear(or lay around) and do nothing. The kids are now being affected by this change...their routine is all out of wack and you can pick up on it..their behavior is changing and that is what is the hardest for me. I know what needs to be done to correct it, but I can not do it. I am not a controlling person but I feel like I am...well..basically..out of control and I do not like it.

Next appt is Thursday...6 more days.....I will be 36 weeks..she will take me off bedrest....and we will have to wait and see if this baby still wants to go ahead and come out early or if he wants to wait it out till his due date....